Thousands upon thousands of Christians worldwide are faced with this question regularly. I know what the right answer is, but am afraid that i would mess up. Would you give up your life to change someone else's outcome for eternity? If someone else gave their life for you to hear the gospel message, would you listen. Jesus did, and the apostles did too.
Matthew: died by sword or axe in Ethiopia.
Mark: died by being dragged by a horse through the streets of Alexandria, Egypt.
Luke: hanged in Greece.
Peter: crucified upside down, said he wasn't worthy to die like Jesus.
James the Just: Thrown off of the temple roof (100 ft up) and didn't die, then beat with a club. This is said to be the same temple in Matthew 4 that satan tempted Jesus on. James was also close to 94 years old when this happened.
James son of Zebedee: beheaded, it is said that the guard got saved and also beheaded after hearing him defend his faith in Christ.
Bartholomew (Nathan): flayed by a whip to death in what is now Turkey.
Andrew: crucified on x shaped cross. Reported to have said, "I have long desired and expected this happy hour."
Jude: shot with arrows
Matthias: stoned and beheaded
Barnabas: stoned in Salonica
Paul: tortured and beheaded in Italy
Phillip: crucified
Steven: stoned
John: boiled in oil in Greece (and lived, supposedly unharmed :), sent into slavery, then released and became bishop.
These were some of the more well known desciples. There were and are countless others from then and now. Think about them next time you feel uncomfortable sharing the gospel. Chances are, none of these things would ever happen to you. If you want to know what the gospel is about contact me on the blog. Or check out this site: http://www.lostseed.com/meet-jesus/get-saved.php
So not worthy,
tony